Why is it so hard? Why is it that I can't get over it? Why is people so blind to see what is happening in their life?
To tell the truth, it was really hard to get over this shit of mine. It really was. I may try to forget about it but there are still times that I would be mad about it. Mad of what I let myself in. Mad for letting my already messed up emotions to be messed up again.
Maybe it was my fault for not being able to let go of the past. Don't get me wrong though, I forgive but I just can't bring myself to forget. I know well enough that the only way to find peace and happiness is by learning to let go but obviously I'm terrible at doing so.
It is hard to let go. Letting go of precious memories, letting go of amazing friends, letting go of this anger that was built inside me. It is hard.
I know that in order for me to move on, I first have to let go of something. But how can I just let go of these precious things? *sign sign sign*
Looks like my future ain't gonna be bright any time now -_-
